What were the difficulties you faced because
of this?
The
only difficulty is everybody was too precise, going into minute
details. Sometimes you wonder, why do you have to get into minute
details? At the same time it is very good for the film. When you
go into details, you look at different angles from different perspectives.
One thing that I later thought about was, if I had chosen a usual
crew, and if I was the only woman in the crew, I would have to stay
all alone in the US. All the others would have stayed together and
I would have been alone. Here the four of us were together. Sudha,
Fowzia, Prabha and me were all together. Everything was discussed
and done together, that was a big advantage for me. Since for all
of us it was the first time, we gave it our best. Now nobody can
say that you had an experienced person with you, it's because of
that. Now it's our product, it's a team effort. I somehow enjoyed
it, now I can't think of another group. Especially, with the kind
of films that I have done, I have very rarely had women colleagues
of my age working with me, because I have basically done movies
where the story revolves around me. I have very rarely worked with
another person who was my age. So, this was great fun.
Cinema is a very technical medium; it's just
not possible to become the character that you play, your comments.
It is not at all technical; it is more on the creative aspect.
And every film is the point of view of that specific director. You
have certain rules, and that's it. Otherwise a film is according
to the perspective of the concerned director. Whoever the writer
is, whoever the other technicians are, they all contribute. But
in the end, the whole film shapes according to the way the director
sees it. As far as an actress is concerned, this is a profession
where, when you are in front of the camera, you are a different
character, but of course you do not get too many characters where
you have to change your whole self. There are very few. I have been
very lucky, because I got the chance to play a few roles where I
had to really change my whole personality. But it happens only when
I am in front of the camera; otherwise I do not change myself. I
am myself. I really do not understand what that means...getting
into the skin of the character! Change your whole self for those
few months. Because basically, you are doing two or three films
at a time, it is very rare that you are doing only one movie at
a time.
In Hollywood, if an actor asks the director
suggestions on how to act, he is finished, In the Indian movie industry
context, it's a different game, how do actors take to being directed,
as against interpreting a situation and acting on their own?
An actor's input has to be there. That is why a particular actor
is chosen for a role. If a Suhasini is put, it is because
you get some inputs from her for the character, if Radhika
is given the role, it's because you get certain inputs...when a
character is conceived, even then you decide whether Suhasini should
do the role or Radhika should do it. It is because of the kind of
input you receive from that particular actress for the particular
character.
What about actors and actresses getting slotted?
That happens by chance. It happens; if I do a negative role, people
will not accept it. Because I have done only positive and strong
roles, but it is up to me to decide, whether I want to do it or
not. Even if I want to do it, they do not let me do it. Basically
the director is the captain. The actress may not know the whole
film. The actress will know her part and the actor will know his
part. But only the director knows the whole film. Only he knows
visually how the whole film is going to look. In the end the decision
is the director's. And only if the decision is the director's, it
is good for the film. Otherwise it will go in ten different directions.
The film will not have a holistic look.
Hollywood
is a different thing, we cannot compare with Hollywood. We make
800 films they make 200. And a Director makes one film in a year
or one film in two or three years. Here it is totally different.
A director makes two-three films at-a-time sometimes. Plus, there
once the actor receives the script, you would have heard in interviews
that, they have read the script at least seven times before they
went to the sets. Once they are on the set, they do not need to
look at the script; they have their lines by heart. Every single
person, even... here they call them junior artist; there they call
them extras. Even the extra will have the line. And they do not
have to look at the script. And the Director does not go and teach
them acting; the Director basically sits and watches the performance
and if the shot is right or wrong. Because, there are certain things
they would have already decided with the actors, you have a storyboard;
each shot is drawn, as to where the actor should stand, because
they have already done a research on the location. The Director
here wouldn't even have seen the location before we land with the
whole unit.
The whole process is different, I cannot say this is bad and that
is good and vice versa because, certain things happen when you improvise,
when things happen spontaneously, they might turn out to be much
better. There have been actors, directors who have done better because
of spontaneity. There is nothing like good or bad in this. I feel
that art has no rules, only if you break rules it is art as far
as I am concerned. Except for some technical aspects in cinema,
which has rules, nothing else has rules. Here we never see the script,
at times the Director will be writing the scene sitting on the sets,
which we are going to be shooting in the next few minutes.